I have mentioned this before but since I truly have been documenting the events of our children so that we can prove the existence of our heavenly Father I feel compelled to once again quote this scripture. Ok so first in my own words.  Haman's wife says. "Listen dude if that Mordecai you have been messing with is a Jew dude you are so  Done!!

 

"If Mordekhai before whom you have begone to fall is a Jew, you will not get the better of him; on the contrary, your downfall before him is certain."

     JUSTICE 4 NELLY

Aloha, 

I was talking last time about sorting through things and I totally have been doing that.

You know when I went to the conference in Phoenix the word that stood out was Self Pity. Yes can you believe it that is what the Lord told me I was dwelling in.  Who MOI???  With all the pain of going through the ordeal with Nelly I had to get to a point of surrendering and letting go. Now I am not saying I let go of Nelly. No way I never will. I will continue to speak up against child abuse and will continue to pray for her. I am talking about my family now and my body.  You know when the stress becomes over the top it is time to evaluate your life.   There were other stressors such as volunteering myself for things that I should not have volunteered for and I have also let go of those. It can be humbling to have to tell a friend that you made a mistake but I had to do that. I told several friends to release me in love from some committments that I made.  Scott came home after a year and we had to reunite as a family there truly was no room for more committments. 

I am moving on with my life stepping out and taking charge of my music ministry and some other things are brewing.  I am really excited about my monthly E-devotionals they are really cool.  So if you are reading this and if you are a people pleaser. STOP IT and say NO. Believe me you will feel better.

Jesus first

yup another Monday

I just came from a women's conference in Phoenix, thousands of women worshiping the Lord and trying to seek what He wants for them and that included me.

I went ,exhausted from a year of many challenges and it was really refreshing to be in the mids of thousands of Jesus lovers wow!  

So I am sorting through it all I feel like I went with a big empty  plate and every speaker placed something from her life on my plate that being a personal word from the Lord. So now I am sorting through because all of it was good food.

The Lord is so real some miracles took place right in front of me. Later for that though I am still sorting through it all.........

I can't believe it I think this may have been the longest break I have had from updating my Blog.

I checked this out I have been blogging since 2004 that is pretty cool.  Now the reason I have not blogged is because Scott was not home.  He is back and thus I have more time to dedicate to Internet stuff. 

I have had several people ask me updates about Nelly.  Truthfully speaking I don't have any for you if you want to stay in the natural with me. Now if you want me to update you supernaturally then I must tell you that we have the Victory and that we will be united as a family soon. 

What do I mean by supernaturally. Well you see everything that Jesus did we also have the power to do.  The phrase on earth as it is in heave is very real.  The Lord shows his wonders in the sky and truthfully everywhere you look. We are so busy that we don't even see His wonders.  We have had gold dust show up on our kids and we now purposely have decided to BAN glitter from our house so that we can say that this gold dust came from heaven itself.

It first was Kyalimpa and I had some and now it is showing on Evan as well. 

I have redone my Blog and will try again to open it up for comments.  Till next time

love BeverlyB

I am sure I am the odd ball in the bunch but I cancelled my Facebook the other day and my Ning account.  You know whatever happened to a phone call to ask someone how they are doing.

I even got text messages for Mother's day from my own family. It is becoming way to disconnected for me. Now I have to say that I truly am a techie head and proud of it.  I am very much into technology and am familiar with most of the lastest widgets.  I realize that there are about 1200 people a month that visit this BLOG.  You visit for a reason whatever it is. I have been writing on this BLOG for many years now. I share thoughts, hurts, encouragements, prayer request kind of whatever I am led to share.  I had to turn off some of my settings because some were adding porn links on here. So I will keep on writing right here and sharing. Truly if you want to reach me personally you can catch me by email beverlyb32@yahoo.com  

 

Just an fyi I am LIVE online every Sunday doing spontaneous worship kinda like this blog. Whatever HE brings out that is what I sing.  www.beverlyb.net/live.html

Happy Mother's Day to mother's, mother's to be if you are mothering someone.

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hmmm it has been a while since I blogged.  

Hey everybody,

I am on Twitter but it is limited when I have to tell a complete story so here we go.

Today sometime, while Evan was snuggling with mommy, our cat Truffles got into his room knocked over the litte tank and had fun with Evan's brand new little fish.

Evan walked into his room and all of a sudden ran out and I am watching a 5 year old running around the living room. He then told me something happened in his room. We saw a very well planned scenario and found baby fish, that was the name of his fish.  

I am thankful that we, Scott and I warned our children about Truffles' and how smart she is.

I will tell you why. When we lived on the island of Kauai BC (before children) We had many pets, fish, cats, terrier, a great dane and birds.  Truffles used to sit on the dining room table and watch our little parakeet, Nikky.  We decided to put Nikky way up high in the dining room on top of a wall unit. Truffles used to sit on top of the table just staring at the cage. I mean this went on for weeks. Finally one day I walked into the dining room and the cage was on the floor open and there was Truffles. She had Nikky in her mouth. Here is the scenario. Visualize this, Scott and I running and screaming and chasing our cat to drop Nikky. She dropped her and Nikky was ok and probably had close to a heart attack I am sure of it. 

So we are glad we warned our kids about Truffles but she has  outsmarted us again! We are on a mission, Kyalimpa's door is closed but we have to figure something out....  

Kyalimpa has a fish too" her" name is Angel. I do have to tell you that we also have another cat whose name is Sunshine. Now I can write books about her because we believe her brain is in her tail. Let me just say that she keeps our house interesting and reminds us of Dennis the menace, she is something else and her name fits her quite well.

Truffles is 13 years old by the way.  

Well,

I did the review to receive my free webcam max but I never received it or did they even answer my email. I have to honestly say though that it will not really stop me from buying it in the future, I still like the program. I am just not to thrilled with this marketing technique since I find it to be dishonest. I checked my bulk mail, giving them the benefit of the doubt but no free software. Oh well....

We are about to launch our worship channel on Blogtv and I am using a pretty cool webcam tool called Webcam Max.  I have been using Webcam Max since last year and it has some pretty cool feautures. If you are into entertaining your friends on the chats then you may want to check it out. Now if you want to have constant videos showing then you can use it as well and actually your friends can watch movies right along with you.  My kids have had much fun with it and dressed up their pictures with all the add ons that come with the program.  We are going to use Webcam Max to glorify our Lord and we will use it to show original worship videos. I like it because I can upload a big folder of videos and it will just automatically loop.  I am also writing this review because I am able to receive a free license for another Webcam Max on my laptop otherwise the logo shows on the free version. Just being honest I spend alot of money on software and this is a great way to receive something for free for a change. I like software programs that allow you to try their products and this has been the case with Webcam Max. The only thing that changes in the bought version of course is that their logo does not appear on your videos. Have fun and try it.   www.webcammax.com